To infinity and beyond, that's how I feel everytime I see Shane Dawson.. I used to spend all my time watching youtubers and thought this is a pretty damn good life. Shane Dawson was the reason I started watching youtubers, started getting into the whole youtube scene. He was fun, cute and had such a fucked up sense of humor (like myself).

 

There was something about his way of being and his crazyness that to me is pretty relatable, so when I finally got to meet this wonderful man it made me feel so beyond happy. It was at the screening of Archie's final project, an amazing movie with such a harsh background and a story a little too relateable. I met some awesome people in the que, this one guy became a really good friend of mine - since I was all by myself I spoke to everyone (yes, I was the crazy lady without boundaries). Then the moment came, I was standing right infront of the man I thought I'd marry you but then you'd have to give up the idéa of no sex before marriage hahaha.. Saw him, got to speak to him and was so happy because whatever people say he's one of the sweetest people out there. 

 

After this amazing moment in my life I kept looking at his video's and I continued watching everything he posted on every single media - then one day I stoped. I still don't know why I didn't continue and now here I am watching Shane again and it's amazing to see someone who's so much more comfertable with himself and an amzing person at that. 

 

The day I found out that Shane finally had opened up about his sexuallity and feeling confused and conflicted with everything and nothing, made me think about how much I truly love this man and why I love him. He is one of the people whom I've felt there's something that's making him hold back, I didn't know what it was or why I had this strange feeling but I'm truly happy about the fact that he's sarting to accept who he is - believe and don't be afraid, you only got one life, LIVE IT!